I worked with my coach, Ray, to come up with a vision statement. It took a few minutes, but after talking about helping people connect to source, to grow, and to know themselves, I came up with this.
My vision statement is to raise the consciousness of all human beings.
That is a big statement, but I know I can do it. I can find a way to touch every human being on this planet.
My first goal is to raise my consciousness. I meditate daily, and I read and watch spiritual books/videos. I just finished David Deida’s Way of the Superior Man. Excellent book. A few movies that have really struck me lately are Yes Man and Wanted. I have physical practices as well, yoga, weight lifting, etc. I’m still missing something, however. I do not routinely feel connected to source. I know that this is an illusion because we are always connected to source. I want to find a way to realize my connection with source in every moment. Let me restate that. I WILL realize my connection with source in every moment. How can I do this? I’ll let you all know when I figure it out.
I’ve been realizing a lot of other things lately:
1. There is an energy that all living beings have and if we are tuned in well enough to ourselves, we can feel this energy coming from others. I’ve felt it several times in the past month. The first time blew my mind open. I’m now taking a class led by a psychic and an astrologer. I never would have seen myself in this situation in a million years, but I need to speak and live my truth. My truth is that there are things that I’m feeling that cannot be explained via conventional means so I’ve got to seek out other teachers, knowledge systems, and ways of being.
2. To grow you have to live on your edge. I’ve been living on my edge a lot lately, and I’ve done things that I never thought I would do. Sometimes I still fall back into my comfort zone, but something changed in me that makes me feel like hell when I’m skating by in life. I can’t do it anymore.
3. Life is choice. Choose your life wisely. Make the choices or they are made for you and your life turns into shit. Do you want a shit life? I don’t.
4. The biggest gift I can give is my strong masculine energy. I never had a strong, healthy example of masculine energy in my life (just abusive step-fathers). I find myself losing touch with my masculine center frequently. It sucks. I know when I’m there because I feel uncertain, scared, and indecisive. I’m still struggling with this.
This is just a random dumping of what is going on for me lately. Things are changing, I’m changing, life is changing. My focus isn’t so much on my physical health as it is on the health of my whole being.
